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A reply for the comment on the last entry: I do love him. It's respect I lack.
The last week has been extremely trying. I finally went in yesterday, told the acting manager I am quitting. She panicked, and we talked. I was told (although I will believe it when I see it) that the problems will be cleared up. I told them I was tired of being used to take up the slack for lazy workers, and that I wanted the assistant manager's position. She told me that she and the district manager have talked about it, and agreed I was overqualified for my current position. I am giving them until the end of September to make good on the promises or I'm out of here. I was looking for a job when I found this one.
J is gone. His company sent him back to where he came from, deciding that they didn't want him here, they needed him there. Just as well. He was too much of a distraction. Someone that I have that much in common with had to be too good to be true anyway.
I have today off, I am setting off to do all the things around the house that R has been promising to do for weeks. I seem to be the one to take up the slack at home, too. I feel like the mother of three kids, instead of two. One of the reasons I have been working 50-60 hours a week: I really just don't want to come home. J told me I was using R, and maybe he's right... Although R never comes through with anything he says he will do, the sex is great, and it's nice to have someone else to cook supper and take care of our son when I need to sleep in the evenings. Like I said, I do love him, and he's fun to be with, but the lack of respect for him bothers me, and not being able to trust his word bothers me too.
The last week has been extremely trying. I finally went in yesterday, told the acting manager I am quitting. She panicked, and we talked. I was told (although I will believe it when I see it) that the problems will be cleared up. I told them I was tired of being used to take up the slack for lazy workers, and that I wanted the assistant manager's position. She told me that she and the district manager have talked about it, and agreed I was overqualified for my current position. I am giving them until the end of September to make good on the promises or I'm out of here. I was looking for a job when I found this one.
J is gone. His company sent him back to where he came from, deciding that they didn't want him here, they needed him there. Just as well. He was too much of a distraction. Someone that I have that much in common with had to be too good to be true anyway.
I have today off, I am setting off to do all the things around the house that R has been promising to do for weeks. I seem to be the one to take up the slack at home, too. I feel like the mother of three kids, instead of two. One of the reasons I have been working 50-60 hours a week: I really just don't want to come home. J told me I was using R, and maybe he's right... Although R never comes through with anything he says he will do, the sex is great, and it's nice to have someone else to cook supper and take care of our son when I need to sleep in the evenings. Like I said, I do love him, and he's fun to be with, but the lack of respect for him bothers me, and not being able to trust his word bothers me too.
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